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Cumpulsion Sex was tough enough before our narrator discovers, at 52, that he's been a lavender-and-lace man since before he even knew he had a choice

Dick Desire Remembrances and realizations of a life largely unlived.

Str82Gay How I found myself in the company of men by allowing them to find themselves in me.

Queer1 Notes on an intentional process of sexual “awakening” to reclaim and celebrate the homoerotism at my psychological core since early childhood.

Way Gay Tactical transformations I made to become the man I wanted to be, at last.

Book list


Phallic Worship: A History of Sex and Sexual Rites by George Ryley Scott Describes phallic worship as a universal theme in all cultures and the "root" of all spiritual traditions. The Christian church equated the practice with witchcraft, however, and tried to eradicate free sexual expression as a manifestation of evil. "The at

The Origin of Saivism and its History in the Tamil Land by K. R. Subramania, M.A. Discusses the origins and philosophical implications of phallic worship in ancient India as individual sects were absorbed into Hinduism. The image of a linga—an erect penis—symbolized both God and the creative forces at play in the universe.

Don Juan and the Art of Sexual Energy: The Rainbow Serpent of the Toltecs by Merilyn Tunneshende Describes the author's initiation into a system of sexual energy practices developed by Toltec-Mayan sorcerers of ancient Mexico to awaken phallic energy in women and unleash true creativity in men.

Hung & Unsung: Sperm Spillers & Boner Donors

Unheralded and often anonymous, a steady stream of male volunteers not only served as sperm donors, but also enabled real-world testing of our research hypothesis: “Once a cocksucker, always a cocksucker.” And sometimes, perhaps, even a bit more…


Mike 040104: I was fried, but determined. I talked a lot. He had to go.

Jake, Don & Don 040712: Administered blo-jobs to 3 guys at a 3 a.m. pool party on Camelback Mountain! What's not to like? It was a real homecumming!

Jamie Gee 040731:A 3am initiation into the world of pnp & m2m sex. Breaking the ice was SO easy: I just put my hand on his dick, unzipped, and opened wide. Scorecards! Get ya scorecards, heah!! (3 stars)

Phil 040812: Phil, a black guy on 15th Avenue, tried 2 top, but had 2 little lube. So he juiced in my face, instead. (2.5 Stars)

Larry & Ron 040814: A 6 a.m. initiation into the fine points of top-and-bottoming. Blew both, got blown. (2.5 stars)

John 040815: I picked up John, an electrician who's gone from Str82Gay himself, at the Bunkhouse. Or did he pick ME up? Well I brought him home, anyway! And he left me the sweetest little note i the morning! (3 stars)

Kyle 040818: A VGL young dude, about 22, introduced me to the finer points of gloryhole etiquette. (“All I know is that the guy who feeds the money into the machine sucks the dick!” (2 stars)

Steve 040819: A recently-divorced, depressed guy from NW PHX, Steve was somewhere in there, under a thick layer of flab. He was thrilled to cum, though, and didn't want 2 leave. (1.5 stars)

KC in West Phoenix 040904: It took an hour to get there, but I rode in on a cloud of vapor. We talked, then moved to the BR, where I changed from a dancer into the dance. I loved it, but KC decided that just thinking about CM scared him. So I said, ciao for now. (1 star)